Yet again.
Its not about the nation, politics or any social cause. This time its me. Yes, I’m in love.
Every time I decide to leave the city and go back to my hometown, the city of joy gives me a reason to stay back, fight, fall and get up. And keep falling and getting up till you’ve achieved what you’ve come for.
It appears as if some unseen force holds me back. That something somewhere lies pending. Okay, I stop here with the flow of my emotions because it’s getting more philosophical than my mother can ever be.
So by now you would have understood that I am in love with the city, the people who justify its suffix ‘of joy’. Only a couple of weeks back I was down with fever. In the PG (Paying Guest House) I lay on my bed in need of medical attention. 103 degrees body temperature. These are busy times; people do not bother what’s happening to you unless it concerns them. None turned up to peek on me or ask what is it that I need. I struggled and had the Sinarest that I had in store for an emergency like this.
Its in the evening that I hear the ‘Bai’ narrating what she shopped from the nearby store for her daughter and son-in-law on the occasion of Jamai Shashti. I could hardly open my eyes, my subconscious mind receiving the sounds. The everyday music of shutting the door, banging of locker, giggles of the girls in PG and suddenly the clinging of bangles become distinct. Someone’s tapping my right foot. “Cholo Utho, aami tomaake daactar.er kaacche niye jayi. O akhoni boshe. Ei jor.ta bhaalo noy. Eita aamaro hoye chilo goto shopta.he. Eita viral. Shehetu tomaake daactar.er kaacche jete hobe, na hole aaro beshi shomay laagbe thik hote”, the Bai says. It roughly translates to “Come on get up. I’ll take you to the doc. He sits at this time of the day. This fever isn’t good. Even I had it last week, it is viral. You need to see the doctor else you may take longer to recover).
I could barely respond and signalled her to let me rest and that I’ve taken tablets. She did not perturb my sleep again.
I got well soon. The day after, she comes for the household chores again and grins at me. I feel connected to her. It is extraordinary that you find association in strangers and a bond forms, to cherish for lifetime.